Utterly Mad

But yeah, like, oh boy, have the ideas been brewing in my hiatus. I'm exploding with creative happy bullshit here.

Still dunno if I'd be able to commit myself to actually running an RP though xD

Thanks man! I really missed you jerks, this is great.

Okay, putting something together to run because I haven't run anything in a while.
So anyone interested in a kind of mix of modern times and fantasy? I mean no guns but there is stuff like motorcycles. Sound interesting at all?

Okay, putting something together to run because I haven't run anything in a while.
So anyone interested in a kind of mix of modern times and fantasy? I mean no guns but there is stuff like motorcycles. Sound interesting at all?

So, Schizo tech where a medieval fantasy world went through an industrial revolution without needing artillery or guns due to spells? seems fun to me.

Uh, Yeah! That was my first rp that I tried to join. My second was Darkwinds.

Not like my RPs are getting any updates anyone, so yeah. I'm taking a break, RP ain't fun because no one ****ing posts except for like what, 3 people.

And I've tried RPs with only 3 people, they never post even then.

I'm actually just going to throw in the towel with this whole RP thing anyway, I hate the letters "RP" more and more with each time I see or say it. I've been learning coding (IE: Javascript) off and on, and I've been dicking around with Unity off and on; I find most of it relaxing, since coding and programming basically boils down to: input linear math and hope that your equation does the thing you want it too. But then again I'm still in the basics. ((*cough* maybe a little bit of BYOND after seeing stuff like Lifeweb and The World server, base your engines off of SS13 and make something byoutiful))

And I've had more fun writing up drafts (2nd draft for the 1st act of The Tide, rough plot and character page for The Highway) for stories then I ever had GM'ing these past few months. I don't know if everyone just lost the drive to do this **** or what, but I'm starting to get tired of the ole' 4 step failure.

1. Hype up nerds with the prospect that it'll be THE RP, you'know like The Highway, SomeRP, or like HS's or Jaker's things.

2. Post up the thread and promise you'll actually update.

3. Write up a stupid amount of stuff hoping that your players get that far to see the cool ****.

4. No one, or the GM doesn't post. Everyone gets bored, moves onto new RP.

Repeat to get the Rec Room for the past year-and-a-half.

So yeah, I'll still do the things I joined, but like I said, I'm throwing in the towel and calling it quits on the whole GM'ing thing.

Note: I still made the promise to finish The Highway, I'll f­ucking finish The Highway

shameless double post but I'd rather not edit again and besides which it's more like an entirely different topic

It has gotten to the point where I've been thinking of finding another RP community to RP at(note: Not Iwaku). Just so I can have new people to RP with as well as people who will hopefully consistently post.

I just lost the RPing bug right after TSS finished. And the game developement bug. And the story making bug. i lost all motivation. im so sorry for dropping out of everything, and not updating anything, im just not in a good state mentally and lost all urge to RP.