Utterly Mad

Is it sad I've gotten to the point that I think people bitching about each other when one is clearly wrong amusing? It's probably wrong but I don't care at this point...

PC status
☐ fucked
☑ Not Fucked(mostly)

[Unfucking Intensifies]

How'd you do that box thing with the text? Some kind of forum magic going on here...

Burn the witch. D:

I actually tried contacting The Almighty Granola Bar to
apologize recently. After almost a year since the salt storm I saw him active on the IRC. I sent him a PM and he ignored me completely. Seems to still hold a vendetta against us. I knew he was active too, he was chatting.

Honestly, I don't think it's against you specifically. He's just kind of a dick. A dick who ignores his own design docs and the opinions of all the other devs.

EDIT: Checking PMs on there for historical reasons, I only just now realized that Apathetic was the one that first PM'd me on there.

Oh shit, I didn't remember that at all. But I'm still going to pretend I was actually sagely foreshadowing things and that you should have taken it as a sign as to how horribly fucked that forum is.

I would go back to the forum to look at old stuff, but after Darkling changed my misspelled username for me I've somehow not been able to log in again, haven't bothered making another account to ask him what went on with it because I'm not interested in the old forum enough to really go back anyway.

It just leaves me miffed. It's been a year or so some the moddenning, and still I just wanted to apologize for it because I was dumb and brash. I acted like a dick and to this day I feel awful about it. I want to try apologizing to Rivet.. or someone. Tried looking into contacting her on second life as I recall her having an account on there with no luck.. there is a lot of people with rivet in their name on there.

Seriously.. the original ban for posting something for HunterAlpha1 while he was banned that was instant perma was bull, and I swear still I never got a warning, and can't exactly check messages to make sure with my fucking awful memory. But making an account names System of a Downs Syndrome and Sixposting vigorously with Perigrin under a name I can't remember was too far. Though I did feel bad and apologize after deleting all the spam. Which more mildly entertained everyone than be insulting, 'cept for Chaz who I have already made amends with, even if he went to far at being salty with Peri while she was already going through a bad time, but after all every one was heated, and I was dealing with two sensitive people jumping off the handle whilst muddled in my own heated emotions, which all came about when the 'mins flat out insulted friends, or Chaz with Peri. (But Chaz is a nice guy, again, things were heated at the time. Shit happens.)

Everything hurts in hindsight and I am an over emotional bastard (I mean shit, I have a decent list of media alone that has made me cry) who holds onto things to damn long. I just want to make things better between me and one of the admins.