Utterly Mad

Suicide depresses me, because usually all it does is make everyone close to you incredibly guilty and depressed. And this is coming from someone who has had severe suicidal thoughts a few times in my life. I just decided I didn't want my family to deal with the guilt of it. And as an atheist, the concept of death terrifies me to an insane degree, so I've got that suicide blocker too. Seriously, no matter how bad things seem, it can always get worse, so there is no point in self terminating. However, I do find the fact that suicide and attempted suicide were criminal offenses in the UK (at least I think it was the UK) appalling and EVIL. What a message to send a depressed person.